Friday, August 01, 2003  

Why do redheads always think they're not attractive? It's kinda weird.

So, I came to a jolting realization the other day. First I talked to Blush, and we talked all about APO. Then, later in the day, I got an email from Deanna asking about things to put on the APO site. And I realized, Shit! I need to get off my butt and start working on putting APO stuff together! Aiya!

Long distance relationships suck. I need someone who will be there for me when I need him. (And voicemail DOES NOT count as "being there")

I always get a little vitamin deficient when I move back home. I wonder why? It's not like we eat unhealthily. If anything, I eat more veggies here than at school. I think it's because I don't really eat any meat at home. I also eat less in general. But I alo develop issues with the corners of my lips cracking, a problem that goes away once I start taking vitamins. Hmm.

j posted this at 7:23 PM.

Thursday, July 31, 2003  

Confession of the day: I went to Starbucks this morning and saw a little boy, maybe four or five years old, with red hair sitting at one of the tables outside with his grandmother. He was so little and cute!!! My first thought was, Hey, this must have been what Nick looked like when he was little! Awww ... how cute! Mini Nick! Then I experienced only what I can call a "Shannon moment" where I really wanted a little red-headed kid to call my own. Haha.

j posted this at 9:38 AM.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003  

It's very cold in my office. Today, I kept sneezing and sniffling while I was sitting at the computer.

Things are not going well with the Other insurance company. They're trying to swindle us into accepting part of the blame, even though the police report said it was CLEARLY the other driver's fault because he violated X Vehicle Code. Argh. Can you believe this?! My dad said we're calling in the big guns this weekend. He's kinda pissed that they've dragged it out for that long, and worried that the car might not get fixed by the time I have to move back to school. Sigh.

j posted this at 7:28 PM.

Monday, July 28, 2003  

Pretty uneventful day. Found out where the police station in P is because I went there to get a copy of my traffic accident police report. My mind is resting easier now because it says the accident is definitely not my fault. Not that I thought it ever WAS, but you know how when there is something you haven't seen, it makes you very nervous? Like when I was having criminal background check done before I could start work. I was getting more and more paranoid about it. So I went and ordered a copy of the report today, and I feel better.

It is raining (there's actually thunder right now!) hard. Just started. Like one of those desert storms they show on the nature channel or something. This is good. I finally feel more at peace than I have in a while. Like a cleansing of the soul. I feel like I'm in some sort of chick flick where I need to run out with my arms open wide and twirl in the rain. Hmm. It is a catharsis?? (Is that the correct word?????)

j posted this at 7:45 PM.